Working on the space

I would not like to spend time on the ISS. The reason is that I need some courage to do this when I face some risks. Also I am not strong. I prefer to work somewhere on the earth in two months. But I want to go to the space if it is a trip, of course only in the case of I have a lot of money and I can be guaranteed whether it is safe or not. I think many people would not go to the space in the case of work, so it is wonderful but hard to work as an astronaut.And I hope the life of astronaut in the space will become more comfortable in the future.